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Monday, March 10, 2008

The Heat is ON!

Summer is fast approaching, and what better way to spend the summer is go to the beach. Others go on nature tripping, went on camping, spending the night in the woods, or going on to the provinces to visit their relatives and the such.

Me? I still don't know. I'm no beach bum for all times sake. I wanted to go to my relatives on my fathers side but I don't know the place. I wanted to go on nature tripping, a friend of mine asked me to come join with him go on a trail to Mt. Apo (the highest peak in the Philippines), but I don't have any money right now. Hoooaahh! Guess my vacation would be no fun after all.

Holy Week is due next week, and most of the people are thinking of going to the beach to relax and have fun, to get away from their busy and hectic schedules in the city, while others go on nature tripping. As for me, well, guess I'll just stay in the house and watch everyone in the neighborhood have all the fun.

I remember going to Cannibad, Samal with my partner summer of last year. It was a nice retreat. We have time to talk and reflect. The place was great. It was quiet, very relaxing, the water was great, it was crystal clear. It was such a very nice place to go out and spend time with your special someone. It was quite an experience worth remniscin'. Now back to reality.

Hmm..I think my partner seems to spend the Holy Week with us here in Davao. She's not from anywhere near Davao, she's only here in Davao because she works at some private school here as a teacher. She has to finish all the necessary papers for the school before she can go back to her province in del sur. I'm also a teacher in the making, and I know pretty well how hard and tedious it is to do the paper works. She have to spend the Holy Week with me and I guess spending time with her, helping her with all those paper works is better than spendin' time going out with other people. Ha!

Guess my vacation isn't so bad after all. ;p

Saturday, March 8, 2008

Keeping in Touch

Problem with people breaking up is that they don't communicate. Really. Seems like they just took everything for granted without talking. They just let everything pass as if everything would be fine even if no talk was done. Ha! The end result, bitter-sweet goodbyes (sob).

On our part, me and my partner, we always try to work things out. Talk. Communicate. An essential to every relationship I must say. It's really hard to talk about things between you two if your in some sort of argument, but with a bit of patience in listening to each other and trying to understand every detail of your problem whatever it is, everything would turn out just fine. Hopefully. It happens, really.

Try always to keep in touch. That's the Golden Rule for me. Understand. Have Faith. Never loose Hope. And share your biggest Love.

Monday, March 3, 2008

I Need You

Just finished checking papers, have nothing to do. Looked up some good songs and found this cool song from Jars of Clay. It's called I Need You. Reminds me of my partner. God I miss her so much. I always wanted her to know how much she means to me and how much I needed her in my life.

Here's the song. Enjoy.

I need you - Jars of Clay


strangely out of place
there's a light filling this room where
none would follow before
i can't deny it burns me up inside
i fan the flames to melt away my pride
do i want shelter from the rain
or the rain to wash me away?

CHORUS:
i need you, i need you, i need you
i need you, i need you, i need you
you're all i'm livin' for

i might sound like a fool
but i think i felt you moving closer to me
face to the ground to hide the fatal cut
i fight the weight, i feel you lift me up
you are the shelter from the rain
and the rain to wash me away

[CHORUS]
i need you, i need you, i need you
you're all i'm livin' for
(all i'm livin' for)
all i'm livin' for
(all i'm livin' for)
you're all i'm livin' for

face to the ground to hide the fatal cut
i fight the weight, i feel you lift me up
i can't deny it burns me up inside
i fan the flames to melt away my pride
i only had a second to spare
but all the time in the world to know you're there
you are the shelter from the rain
and the rain to wash me away

i need you, i need you, i need you
(all I'm livin' for)
i need you, i need you, i need you
(all i'm livin' for)
i need you, i need you, i need you
you're all i'm livin' for
(all i'm livin' for)
all i'm livin' for
(all i'm livin' for)
you're all i'm livin' for
(all i'm livin' for)
all i'm livin' for
(all i'm livin' for)
you're all i'm livin' for

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Prejudice

I'm so confused.
Can't move. Stunned.
I feel sick. I don't know what to do.
I feel helpless.
Depressed.

I'm living a relationship
full LOVE but with a bunch
of sweet Lies. Hurts real bad.

I love her. She loves me.
She needs time. I need her.
We build "US" together. She
want's out. I'm in pain,
She's not. I want her, She
pushes me out. I cried, but
She don't care.

She was my lover, intimate partner,
constant companion, sidekick,
comrade, schoolmate, soul mate,
talk buddy, ally, pal, date,
flame, confidante, steady,
date, sweetheart,bosom buddy,
and my best friend.

She is my life.....

I don't know what to do.
Is it time to let go?
I can't. I just can't.

I just Love her so much,
I guess I can still take
more pain and suffering from
her.

Waiting. I'm Dead Tired!
When will this be OK?

God help me.